Saturday, March 22, 2008

Weird Symbols & A Visit From Satan

First the weird symbols:

  I guess these are Georgian letters. Found them in a Chinese blog entry on here on some ones blog. Don't know what they were doing there in the first place.

They repeated through out the entry too. Weird.

Badis Yaka! ^.^

And then I got a visit from good Old Satan a few hours ago. He sent his minions from hell to wind me up ( The bastards upstairs ). I want them out.

Oh and tomorrow is Easter! YAY!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Damn You Irritating Pest From Hell!

They woke me up again and I swear that I will go up there and tell them if they keep this up. I want something done about them. They can't continue doing this.


So basically what happened was I went to sleep earlier in the day until now. And I had this really nice dream about me meeting BoA and talking with her and then singing with her and it was really nice. When the dream ended I pretty much slept on in peace.....

......that is until they woke me. >:(

Wednesday, March 05, 2008


I feel atm and through out the entire day that I could actually go and tell the people upstairs to STFU! They have been driving me crazy all fucking day. Not one moment in the day was peaceful for me. I can't live like this.

Neither can my mom so the only way out of this hell hole for the both of us is to:

❤ Tell the people upstairs they need to shut up
❤ Die ( I've wanted to for so long )
❤ Or go some place quite where I can get some peace.

And in the last one I mean that I want to be in isolation. Yes that's right. It's reached the point that I don't want anything to do with the rest of the "world" if something isn't done to correct the entire problem.


Saturday, March 01, 2008

Happy Birthday To Me!


"My birthday is on March 1st and the last thing I need is for my Sweet 16 to be ruined."

Well I wrote that on Valentine's day, so you can see how long I've been "away" from here due to alot of the stuff that's been going on. Any way on to my Sweet 16 that happened yesterday.

It was DA BOMB! And I'm so happy that everything went well without anything bad happening. Thank you God for answering my prayers!

Well that's all I need to tell you about what went on during my Sweet 16......

"I want details! And I want them now please!"

Gee! I guess the boingy wants details then huh? icon_mrgreen.gif Well okay:

My 3 bbf's came over and we played a few rounds of chess and it was fun and we talked and ate cake and icecream laughing until our sides had burst. No we didn't choke so stop worrying. icon_twisted.gif Anyway and then I got some presents from them.

They got me exactly what I was thinking about for like the past few days on and off for some reason: A really cute journal and really cute pens to go with it. I love it when people know what I like!

Any way. That's basically it. Just lots of fun that I will remember forever. A peaceful funny Sweet 16. icon_heart.gif Thank you God!

"Thanks for all the details and I'm glad that everything worked out!"

Your welcome! icon_mrgreen.gif

Monday, February 25, 2008

The Devil's Lair


But I did not enjoy my stay. Not one minute of it. Today was insane. The day started out ok and then when my mom called me to take my meds for my fucking, son of a bitch, cunt, jack ass OCD that's when the egg hatched. That's when everything went bye bye.

To make a ridiculously long story short I bring you this:

* I had attempted to drink some Ginger Ale before taking my meds. Some of it went down the wrong way and I choked.
* The glass that I was using dropped from my hand onto the washing machine ( It wasn't broken ).
* I told my mom this and she said "That's ok we have others." So then I asked her "Just like this one?"

And then this convo ensued.

Mom: "Yes."

Me: "Do you know where?"

Mom: "Not at the moment, but I guess I'm such an idiot that I don't know where they are."

**Note: If you read my journal entry from yesterday ( I believe ) then you'll know why the word 'idiot' is in bold.

And then there's yelling and screaming because of what she said.

Me: "I never meant to call you an idiot! It was an accident! IT WAS A FUCKING ACCIDENT!"

And with that I went into my room completely worn out and upset with all of the yelling. I wasn't in my room long before another problem arose: The CFH. So then I got "dressed" and I was going to go downstairs or something to get away from all of this. And my mom said that I can't go out because I'll have no where to go.

And I told her that I didn't care and that I've had enough. So what happened was I would up going out on the balcony instead for a good while.

And when I came back my mom told me that she had called Aileen ( my bbf mom ) to check on me and she did and my mom and her talked for a good while while I had my music on really loud and singing at the top my lungs out of agony. My mom got me cheese and it made me feel better. ^.^
For me cheese is like chocolate. I like both but cheese is my comfort food. Phew! That must be the longest LJ entry I've ever written!

Friday, February 22, 2008

Evil Evening

And the reason why it's evil is because my whole day went well without any problems what so ever ( because of the snow storm ) until the evening.

And that's when the bastards upstairs start their fucking meaningless crap! I want them out!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?!

Something is wrong with me because I'm hot when it's like 0 degrees out! And I don't know why because I don't do anything to make myself hot. As I write this I have the AC on! *Screams in frustration*

I just want to be freaking normal!

P.S I made another CD today. YAY!